Keeping the Faith

I see it and hear it all the time, but easier said than done. I tell myself I can be a strong independent woman, that anyone would be lucky to have me. But some days are harder than others to believe.

I struggle. And I get worn down. And I’m tired. The worst part, I feel guilty that I feel these things. I feel like in order to get on with life I need to be this superwoman, and that, I am not. I try my best to manage everything; work, the house, shopping, the puppies, chores after chores. Life has become a mundane viscious cycle and it brings me down when I stop and think about it.

I know, I know, ‘keep your head up,’ ‘keep on truckin,’ ‘things will get better,’ ‘you got this,’ ‘you’ll find someone.’ I read the affirmations often and try my best to believe. I want to succeed in life. I still want to be in love and have a family.

I have no option but to succeed!

Suppose I should sleep so I can repeat this track tomorrow..
Goodnight!
PB